today, i seen my ex tj...
i was walking into the mall with his brother ryan, who is practically my brother. anyways...
he saw me, and i was like : i tried to stay happy so he knew that i was okay and shit. but honestly, i wasn't. When i seen him a part of me, got all tingley inside, and i was like so happy... but then i figured "he's not mine" thats all i thought bascially.
He saw me, and his lips moved as he said "what the fuck, what the fuck, what the fuck" he stared at me, and then moved his hand like as in saying come over here to me and ryan.. we did he looked at me and then after that he completely ignored me..
i miss him so much, i love him so much.
i just wish me and him would be alright again. i keep thinking we'll get back together but i honestly think this is the end, of that long hard road. I cannot move on, i've tried, i be happy for like two days and i think of him. His face, everything, the memories.
i miss it.
i wish i could have just talked to him today.
he looks great, better, happier. i'm glad. I just want him back.
start all over again.
i'm sorry i fail.
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