Its 2012

Its 2012 and it's so far been three days and they've been great. New years was awesome, I spent it with a guy that I've been in love with for over a year, Shay. He's incredible and I love him most. James and I broke up, but that doesn't matter any more. Shay and I are together (28th December 2011) and I think everything is just great now. I am in year 12 now, and my birthday was just 4 days ago, making me 17. Thank god. I cannot wait to be 18 now. 2012 better be a good year, because I love my best friend/boyfriend Shay.

Why do I always fuck up everything. I always do. Always. I miss James, and I hate that I can't see him everyday, or at least 3 times a week like I was able to because of school. But now its pretty much once a week. Great. I am sad, alright?

Boo

Why do I mess things up, I say that I want to be the perfect girlfriend, and I want the perfect relationship, and I thought it was because no one liked me. No its because I ruin it always. That's why.

I miss my friend, Shay. Now that I'm with James he doesn't want anything to do with me. I miss everything. Fuck. Am I doing the wrong thing?

tweet.

i'm very very fed up with peoples shit.
honestly, you say sorry. then you do it again.
second chances you're meant to try your hardest to make things right.
not fuck it all up.
grumble.

oh my mind.

boys you really need to learn about, if you like a girl or not. not fuck her around.

Loose Lips Sink Ships.

i'm sure everybody has dug a hole and can't get out of it.
sometimes i do it, but then i keep digging and i really can't get out of it.
it just makes things ten times worse.
and thats usually what i do.