love.

love really shouldn't become between people till there older.

plus, people knowing the business, of other peoples relationship.
i'm stuck in someones relationship business right now, and to tell you the truth, IT SUCKS.

high school.

i hate it.
you get all angry, and then the person that your angry at
starts a conversation with you, and your suddenly, a little happy again.
and then he goes.

trust me, its a bomb shell.

sick as.

tony hawk, is a savior.
play the game, i dare ya.

bring me the horizon, house vs hurricane, the getaway plan, the kooks, paramore, and attack attack!

i worship these bands.

changes.

i get critisised on what i wear and do?
i mean, i got a comment on myspace, bascially saying, oh bmth are trash.
what the hell, who cares, you don't have to listen to them.
ah, i'm actually sick of peoples shit lately, they can go get fucked.
i'm wanting to do what i wanna do, ya heard?

music.

i find myself, listening to hardcore, screamo, deathcore now.
i don't know why?
i've just gotten into it, or is it because i'm always in a really sad mood, and i want to express it by listening to like, bmth? or something.
god only knows.

have i changed or what?

We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak, no we will never rest til' where all fucking dead.

time after time i make mistakes.
i've probably done a million in this week.

now its time to move on, and leave it behind.
hopefully, i am strong enough to do that.
although, i think twice now and think, that its gunna be another conversation.
another conversation about, who knows what.
but what i'm trying to say, is i'm sick of it.
i'm sick of, unraverlling old memories, and putting them back into one conversation.
its tiring, and empty.
i feel shit after the conversations end.
my life would possibly not be the same.

Decided.

I've decided, my life is bascially over ruled.

i've made so many mistakes.
one's i can't turn around and say, "hello, i'm going to leave you behind"
but, for once in my life, i'm gunna stand up, and push them away.
*alright, no its not gunna happen, i know!

i'm sick of this one person, coming back into my life.
and then going back out again!
its sooo annoying.

"it" says things, tha aren't real!
and i don't want them too be, but "it" makes it sounds so real though!

its honesty, "it" needs.

telling, them that they shouldn't be able to go around doing that?
but, please i do wish that it wasn't always me.

polished shoes.

Saturday.

Really, its gunna be a boring day!
seriously.
there is nothing to do.
all i wanna do, is watch ghost whisperer.
Since, i'm majorly, in love with it.
^.^
you know also,
i'm sick of life?
i mean, getting irgnored and everything, its pretty shit.
and being used by friends?
GOLLY.