New Years day.

Great, a new year!
>.<
a new life, new grade, in the senior year.
Life is good.
Hopefully it will stay like this.
It would be good.
I really would like school to be over, i'm so eager to move to england!
Dangs, but i'm only in year 9!
FUCK.
Anyways my days been pretty average.
I'm listening to My sharona.
And its great i love it!
>.<
Anyways, just thought i'd check in what the days been like.
I'm off seeyas!

Morning all.

I've just figured out myself, that basically noone reads these since i have nooooooooooo friends.
HAHAH.
anyways, i'm still going to write down my day and life stories, just to get them out of my head. So i can focus on something differen't.
Today a new day, New years eve in fact. i'm not that excited, i don't know what all this suff is about, i mean a new start GREAT, but if people wanna have a new start, then why get pissed that night, and you'll end up doing something that you didn't intend on doing?
I know i sound like a mother saying that, but eh? Still its crazy.
Anywho, i don't know what i've got in planed for today, probably finish mightnight sun chapter of the back of the twilight book,WHICH i finially finished, and i'm hell wrapped about that!
>.<
Never finished a 334 paged book before. Haha.
Anyways, i'm going to go now!
byes!

Birthday today.

My birthday was today,
I spent it with my best friend, cassandra ruth wylde.
She is absolutely brilliant!
My day started off, pretty good.
I read a chapter of my TWILIGHT book. That i had go myself three days ago.
And then Breakfast, brushed my teeth.
Then i went down to my room, trying to find out what to wear, which it started out a rainy day, and i really didn't want to wear whatb i had choosen, the night before, I woud have froze to death!
Anyways, then i got ready, and then left with mum.
She drove me to Seahorse World. Where i was going to meet Cas, and then we got on the bus. And off to town we went.
We went to go see twilight.
Anyways, that was my day.
I'm thinking that it went pretty well!
So more talk soon.
Goodbye.

Shit happens.

Well i'm sititng here and its 10:30am, wirting a blog that i'm going to go right ahead and abuse it.

When something bad happens awhile back in past, and you forget it, then when everything is great, it comes back up to bite you.
This is shit, i can't handle it anymore. I just wanna quit.
Its annoying being the thing to be fucking played around with.
I forgot everything and its came back again.
I hate it.
I wanna try and make my way through all this, but i can't anymore, its going to take me awhile again.
But now i think i've fixed it, just for now i reckon.
I'm sorry.
I fail my life all the fucking time.