truth.

Now, the life i live, is becoming more better the past few days, but i mean in the friendship/myself ways, my familys still arseholes. One thing that'd never change.
I've become, strangely attached with a person. Whom, i really think we may have something, but maybe i must be day dreaming. I'm still the same old person, thats a dag and all that slash. But i've learnt to calm myself down, when something happens, and i hate it. I'm thinking of changing my hair this tuesday coming up, and going to New Zealand next week, maybe when i come back, i might have realised something. Maybe make a new change in life. I'm hoping that i will still have this connection with my boy.

HEY.

maybe me thinking i was in love took it too far, i don't know what to do. He's in love with someone else.

(L)

i think i've found the most amazing person in my life!
i'm dead set serious, ahhh!
i think i'm in "like" :)
i'm actually sooooo happy.

Trouble.

I'm in trouble, i've collied with love.
i think i like two people.
but, one may doesn't like me.
i'm not sure, its horrible.
because, one of them i like because he's perfect, and the other well he's just really nice!
i'm not enjoying this muchly.
i wish, both/one of them would just reply. :(
i know, i must sound like a slut.

earth to Anna.

in the last few hours things have changed.
i woke up, and bam.
kinda changed from a distance.
i'm in love.


* i think.

The life i live.

i'm sure some of you have lives which are complicated.
some bad shits gone down.
one: my friend has got her heart completely broken
two: i have this feeling for someone
three: my friends are being cowards
four: family have been shitty
five: i have netball tomorrow, and i can't conserntrate with all this shit going on.

i seriously, have no other way for removing all this shit from my life.



i do feel sorry, for tyn.

Blogger.

Blogging is far more easy, than writing it down on a piece of paper.

Dag.

I'm such a dag, i mean i think twice about things, and it makes me feel shit, but then i figure stuff isn't true!
i have a cold, and i played netball today.
i have a good life?

the one the only.

The only person that knows me, more than probably anyone else ever does....
has gone, i mean he's liking another person.

unwanted.

yeah well, my life is completely, fucked at the moment.
wow, "its"now not replying to me for some fucking reason.
i'm sooooooo pissed right now, i have no fucking life.
lost, useless, unwanted.

Netball.

i today, have just started playing for the tamar jets.
it was, very muchly fun!
but we lost by four.
i'm sure i'm going to continue on with this.