Decided.

I've decided, my life is bascially over ruled.

i've made so many mistakes.
one's i can't turn around and say, "hello, i'm going to leave you behind"
but, for once in my life, i'm gunna stand up, and push them away.
*alright, no its not gunna happen, i know!

i'm sick of this one person, coming back into my life.
and then going back out again!
its sooo annoying.

"it" says things, tha aren't real!
and i don't want them too be, but "it" makes it sounds so real though!

its honesty, "it" needs.

telling, them that they shouldn't be able to go around doing that?
but, please i do wish that it wasn't always me.